I've been doing weirdly well for the last two weeks. I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop, but the days keep coming and I keep feeling, dare I say it... good?!
Yes, I've been feeling really, really GOOD for two weeks. I seriously can't remember the last time that happened.
I've started taking extended walks with the pooch after work. I've chatted with my mom without busting into tears. I started dieting and am doing mostly ok on it (lost 3 lbs in 3 weeks). I've been having spontaneous sex with my husband (what? what!). I have been laughing and sleeping well and not seeing doom and gloom everywhere I look. I may have even smiled at a woman pushing a stroller the other day. Yes, crazy-town.
Maybe I'm learning how to cope with infertility better? Maybe I'm just more at ease because of this natural cycle that we were forced to take. I have to say, it's been fabulous without all the doctors appointments and medications. Or maybe it's the 75 degree weather we've been having. Whatever it is though, I'll take some more thank you.
Glad you are feeling so good!
ReplyDeleteWW is great once you get the hang of it. I did it for 2 months and lost 10lbs. Then I got lazy.
Generally that's how I feel about taking a break. I'm more relaxed, well rested, and happy than I have been in several months! I hope you are able to keep the momentum going as long as possible, even if this cycle is a bust (but I'll cross my fingers for a surprise BFP!).
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